Thoughts about changing my professional life have dominated my mind for as long as I can recall. Something strange happens to you when you have done something over and over again for many years. You forget it is an option. Perhaps this is only my journey, but I can’t help but think it must be a somewhat shared experience. The great majority of my adult life I have woken up before dawn, and headed out to assist others in starting their day.
I can still remember when it felt like a privilege. Of course there were moments right up until the end when it still did. In the beginning though, I was excited all the time. As the microphone light went red my heart skipped a little faster. I couldn’t wait to share, to assist, to connect. It’s kind of like the first year of loving someone. Maybe it’s true of all beginnings. They are so innocent, so unscathed. Everything promises to never get old – and then…..Well as I have learned, then, if we are very, very lucky, it lasts long enough to get old.
Is there a more salacious story behind my departure from QX? I think you can always find one if you want to look. There are episodes and characters that definitely contributed to me pulling the pin. In the end though, does it really matter? Imagine how boring life would be if everything ended up working out exactly as you’d imagined it would? A little sandpaper is sometimes just what you need to find a better place to stand.
These last few weeks have been so very interesting. I was surprised by many of the people I heard from, and also surprised by many of the people I didn’t. You never get the list exactly right do you? It was a bit troubling at first to realize that some people I spoke to on a daily basis for years couldn’t find the time to wish me well. Conversely, there were those that I never really considered, who reached out with great kindness and heartfelt wishes. It’s all part of the education of life I suppose. I wouldn’t miss it for the world!
I have been asked a few times if I am done with the business of radio or just looking for a different view out the window? I’m not sure that I have an answer just yet. I hope to pursue my first true love – writing. I am not sure what form that will take, or if that will be more hobby than profession. I am excited to find out.
Thanks for being interested enough to click the link and follow along. My career has long depended on the kindness of others, and I am grateful always to have you on board.
So happy for you Caroline....I wish had you guts to start over instead of staying with my job for so long...you are definitely a strong women with a big heart. If you take up your passion for writing let us all know as I for one would love to read it....I will watch your blog for more updates...take care
ReplyDeleteYes write, write and write. I did and now have my third book coming out and hard at work on my fourth. Do it and don't look back.
ReplyDeleteI, for one, miss hearing you in the morning. But, as they say, all good things must come to an end. Know that you are missed and wished nothing but the best life has to offer.
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I'm very excited to follow you here, Caroline! It's really interesting to see who's with you when the dust settles after something big happens, isn't it? But once the worst of the disappointment and hurt passes, it's actually quite a lovely surprise to count the new connections and get excited about some new beginnings. :) Looking forward to seeing where you end up next! -Kim Babij
ReplyDeleteIsn't it simply amazing that when we finally do take that absolutely huge leap, we discover just how many forks in the road there are in front of us....hmmmm, which one should we take first??!!! The future's so bright, we gotta wear shades. I wish you well Caroline.
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